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hannahlou96:

Never stop bleeding.

Fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinally thought things were the way they should be. Everything was going great. I had perfect grades, perfect family, and the perfect man. But it all decides to crumble apart when i really need those things most. I always expected to find love, but not this young.. Now i finally did, and the slightest little arguments hurt the worst. If i loose him, i do not know what would happen to me. I’m falling apart as it is… I can’t handle this. Mama always told me to stay strong. I’ve watched her do it, when is it my time to be able to keep my head up and stay strong. Only ten months, and it’s gotten me this attatched. I can’t change his mind, and right now, looks like theres no changing my mind. Im determined to keep this wonderful, handsome, amazing man in my life. But how? Everything i do… i don’t realize. And i guess i’m one of those girls that only thinks about themselve in their relationship. When now, i regret ever not considering his feelings. Why couldn’t i have felt like this earlier? Been a little bit more considerate? A little bit less self-revolved? Why do i have to come from the most broken and put back together family? Because that’s not the way i want myself to be. Not the way i want to live my life. I guess now is the time where i just sit back… And let things… happen. /: